OCT 5th Rant

sometimes I feel intense without a recent interaction with something supernatural. sometimes my emptiness fills with me everything i need to continue. Sometime I sit back and survey the world and feel the power that God gives to us small earthly people. sometimes i remember that the world doesnt revolve around me, sometime i step outside of myself long enough to know that my pain is nothing compared to the persecutions that some people encounter. The world i am expected to thrive, grow and succeed in is greatly flawed. racism, sexism, classism, full of greed. but there are pockets. pockets of love and refuge. so that we as humans can push through this flawed society believing that we have a chance. its seems as though death and destruction and greed are winning that it triumphs over good and what is pure. But the blessed thing is I know that Christ is the everything and the only that can and will set this place straight and restore what is good. He will reclaim his throne. We always end state the hope that christ gives us because though we as humans still get anxious and run through a million and five emotions we trust and know that Christ is the master plan and he doesn't break a sweat.